Terrorist invasion on the Sydney harbour?
I know I have to make a decision soon regarding my universities applications. Despite all the mad rush and uncertainty about my future, I sense the Lord telling me to wait for his timing and not to be impatient.
In my heart, I still believe God would grant me a place at NUS law school. I am optimistic despite all the negative feedback from everyone. No matter what the world says, no matter what my friends tell me… I want to believe! I know that there is nothing too impossible for him. I am waiting for the letter to come soon.
Meanwhile my parents have been nagging at me to make up my mind and come to a final decision. UK? Australia? NTU (Mass Communications)?
Apparently the UK study term would be starting in a few months time and I need to make up my mind really soon on whether I want to spend the next three years of my time mingling with the English’s and doing nothing much but sipping tea in the early afternoon and for most part of the day… or join the outback and spend most of my time slacking and probably planning my terrorist invasion on the Sydney harbour?
It pains me to see my parents having to spend so much money to send me overseas for my tertiary education. With the same amount of money, they could do so much more. I know and believe my parents want to save up money to retire and go to mission work; wouldn’t it be selfish of me to spend their hard earned money on myself? I am in a dilemma.
I should be thankful that I have secured a place in the local university however I know deep down this is not the subject that I want to do. My passion is in law and I don’t want to live to regret not being able to fulfil my goals and aspirations.
The Lord would provide and I want to have faith because I know he holds the future and I know he will hold my hand.
In my heart, I still believe God would grant me a place at NUS law school. I am optimistic despite all the negative feedback from everyone. No matter what the world says, no matter what my friends tell me… I want to believe! I know that there is nothing too impossible for him. I am waiting for the letter to come soon.
Meanwhile my parents have been nagging at me to make up my mind and come to a final decision. UK? Australia? NTU (Mass Communications)?
Apparently the UK study term would be starting in a few months time and I need to make up my mind really soon on whether I want to spend the next three years of my time mingling with the English’s and doing nothing much but sipping tea in the early afternoon and for most part of the day… or join the outback and spend most of my time slacking and probably planning my terrorist invasion on the Sydney harbour?
It pains me to see my parents having to spend so much money to send me overseas for my tertiary education. With the same amount of money, they could do so much more. I know and believe my parents want to save up money to retire and go to mission work; wouldn’t it be selfish of me to spend their hard earned money on myself? I am in a dilemma.
I should be thankful that I have secured a place in the local university however I know deep down this is not the subject that I want to do. My passion is in law and I don’t want to live to regret not being able to fulfil my goals and aspirations.
The Lord would provide and I want to have faith because I know he holds the future and I know he will hold my hand.
posted by theflyisneverdead at 6/13/2005 10:40:00 PM
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