whats the outcome?

Don’t you just hate it when we are kept in a state of suspense?

When we are dying to know the outcome of the situation you are in? That’s when we are most vulnerable. I interviewed for a part time teaching position today and the lady stated explicitly that I stood a very good chance and that she will most likely recommend me to her boss but I have yet to hear from her. It’s like so strange when we expect to get something and we don’t. I am so prone to be too trusting. I mean I get all paranoid at times because haven’t we all been victims of unfulfilled promises in our lives. However the Lord will provide and I know he will. Alright another reason for my anxiety is probably because I want a job to occupy time till the time I leave for Australia for my studies. I get bored easily. I know I should be studying and all but its like isn’t it a bit too soon? That’s just a lame excuse!

How apt! I was just listening to the repeat of Apostle’s Lawrence Khong’s message on tithes and offerings. The Lord reminded me today of his timely blessings for me as long as I honor him with my tithes and offerings and obeying his words and walking closely with him. He won’t just bless me, but he would give me a double portion and let it overflow beyond its capacity. I trust God and I have cast my anxieties to him. It suddenly struck me that the Lord may want to bless another person in need with the teaching job. So it’s not all about me. I live in God’s community and I know the Lord will work according to his perfect timing and I give him all thanksgiving and praise.

I ask that the Lord place an amount in my heart for the tithes and offering this coming week. I give in faith knowing that God will honor me as I honor him. I feel so much better. Indeed is better to be carefree than all anxious and jittery.