i hate foundations ....
Law presentations aren’t exactly a fun thing to do. I mean having the whole class dissect and scrutinize your speech is kind of intimidating and having the law professor staring at you and constantly scratching his head either in pure adoration or utter disbelief, I have to suffer in agony from the prospect of being totally embarrassed in class when he starts asking me really in-depth questions tomorrow during the Q &A. I can’t wait for law seminar to past tomorrow, the impending on slaughter is driving me nuts. I have never been so tensed over a presentation. Lets the count the number of ways I can die over and over and over again.
Some people have asked me from time to time again, why am I not attached? They look at me in total and utter disbelief and some have even went on to form a quick judgment that I may belong to the ‘dark’ side and that I will step out from the closet pretty soon. I hate conversations about the ‘dark side;, its like something that I don’t want to know or even hear about. Hey guys, leave me alone.
I am sick and tired about society’s norm that a guy my age should start getting into some serious relationships or at least have a girlfriend to justify my loneliness and etc. I am fine with being single. I rather not be attached than to be a complete hypocrite and be influenced by others to get attached for the sake of being attached. Ashley even offered to match make me to someone, leave me alone!!!! Which to avoid the topic in the future, I will plan to match make some people together. I am good at deviating from the topic.
Top of my priority is my roommate, JY. I seriously care too much for his happiness that I am willing to sacrifice my own joy to see him happy. So I am resolved to helping him get a girlfriend No pun intended. If I don’t do it, I will not become a fucking rich and wealthy lawyer in the future. (*if u reading this, which I highly doubt, I just want u to know I seriously mean it…)
Speaking of which, I am now tossing up my chances of getting into NUS law. I am seriously planning some back up plans if I am sick and tired of Sydney law. I am seriously depressed in law school here, I know it will get better with torts and contracts and the other law subjects, but I am really sinking into so much self loathe and anger whilst studying foundations. This is really ridiculous but true. Foundations have indeed changed my perception of law. If I do get a transfer back to NUS, I will drop my double degree and opt to do a single law degree and obviously get exemption for foundations back home. I don’t want to repeat my suffering again.
Anzac day such a waste of my time.


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