I am sitting here in my room, unsure and unknown about what God has in store for me. I really have no mood to study anymore and I feel like I am lacking some direction in my life. I know that God has a mighty plan for me that’s why he send me to Sydney in the first place but as I am sitting here now all unmotivated and stuff, I am really LOST and starting to feel a little displaced. Why am I sitting here doing something I absolutely have no interest in? Why did I pick accounting? How do I prepare the freaking journal entries? What should I do? Should I just sleep and forget about it, but I have 2 quizzes next week? I can complain and bitch but nothing can be done to change my situation. I should suck it up and just do it for the time being unless God provides another alternative some time soon…I will be still and know you are God…