random thoughts

I am happy for Nat and his internship. This is the best news I have heard thus far and I wish him the best. I am glad that we had the long chat yesterday and I know where he is coming from. I really like Nat as a friend and a mentor and I think hes funny and fun to be around with. However too much has happened in the last semester and it’s too hard to reverse the past but I always believe that things happen for a reason. I can’t control other people’s feelings and emotions and neither can others do that to me. Perhaps I am too naïve and immature to think that we live in an emotionless world. It takes time for the healing to begin and I have to be realistic and honest to admit that wounds take time to heal and I have to let nature take its course. At this stage, I don’t know where I am heading but I want to take a step of faith trusting that in whatever decision I make, it will work out for the best.